See what’s actually keeping you stuck
We look past the obvious problem and notice the pattern that keeps pulling you back into the same situation.
The Alchemy Experience
You know something needs to change.
You just can’t see what yet.
We look at what keeps coming up, what’s actually underneath it, and what this moment is asking of you.
Book The Alchemy ExperienceCome as you are. We’ll start with what’s happening.
A familiar place to begin
Before the session
You probably don’t need more advice.
I mean, you probably already know a lot about yourself.
You’ve thought about it.
Talked about it.
Maybe journaled the hell out of it.
You might even understand exactly why you do what you do.
And still, the same thing keeps showing up.
You say yes when you meant no.
You know you’re exhausted, but slowing down makes you anxious.
You keep waiting for clarity that never seems to come.
Or something in your life just doesn’t fit anymore.
That’s usually where we begin.What we do together
In 90 minutes, we stop guessing.
Understand what’s happening underneath it
Your reactions, body cues, emotions, relationships, and choices can tell us a lot when we stop looking at them separately.
Know what to do next
You leave with clarity around what this moment actually needs, whether that is a conversation, a boundary, rest, release, action, or something else.
A personal language for change
Why Alchemy?
Alchemy has always pulled me in because it gave language to something I kept seeing in real life.
Change rarely happens all at once.
Something breaks down.
Something clears.
Something becomes visible.
Eventually, what you understand has to become something you actually live.
I kept seeing that rhythm in my own life and in the people I worked with.
There were seasons where the old version of me just didn’t work anymore.
Moments where I had to figure out what was actually mine to carry.
Times when I understood the pattern, but still had to learn how to do something different when life brought it back around.
That is what I love about alchemy.
It does not assume transformation is neat.
It gives us a way to understand what kind of change may already be happening.
In The Vortex, I use those alchemical stages as one lens for understanding the condition of a transformation.
Not to label you.
To help us understand what is actually happening.Four movements of change
The work has a rhythm.
Transformation does not always need to be pushed forward.
Different parts of the process need different things.
Sometimes something is breaking down. Sometimes you are clearing. Sometimes you are finally seeing the pattern.
And sometimes you already know what needs to change and the work is actually living it.
Nigredo
Blackening
Something is breaking down.
The old way isn’t working anymore.
You may not know what comes next yet.
Sometimes this looks like exhaustion, confusion, an ending, or realizing a pattern cannot keep going the way it has.
Albedo
Whitening
The noise starts to clear.
You begin sorting what is yours from what isn’t.
What you want from what you learned to want.
What you actually feel from what you’ve been carrying for someone else.
Citrinitas
Yellowing
Something clicks.
The pattern becomes visible.
You finally understand what has been happening.
Your own knowing starts getting louder.
Rubedo
Reddening
Now you have to live it.
The insight becomes a boundary.
A decision. A habit. A conversation.
A different way of showing up.
A note in the margin
You are not one stage.
You can have one part of your life completely together and another part feel like, what the hell is happening here?
You can know exactly why you do something and still struggle to do it differently when the moment actually comes.
That’s normal.
We are not trying to label your whole life.
We are looking at what this particular part of your life is doing right now.
A session shaped around you
No two sessions look the same.
Because sometimes you need to talk it through.
Sometimes your body is telling us more than your words are.
Sometimes you need to stop analyzing and actually feel what’s there.
Sometimes you need Reiki, ritual, grounding, or a practical next step.
And sometimes you need permission to stop doing so damn much.
I don’t decide what your session needs before you get there.
We figure that out together.In your own words
You might come in saying…
01“I keep doing the same thing and I don’t know why.”
02“I know what I should do. I just can’t seem to do it.”
03“I can’t tell if this is intuition or fear.”
04“I’m tired of carrying this.”
05“I don’t know if I’m supposed to let go or keep trying.”
06“I feel like I’m changing and I don’t know who I am in the middle of it.”
07“I’ve done a lot of work on myself. Why is this still here?”
08“I know I’m stressed, but half the time I don’t even notice it until I’m already overwhelmed.”
09“I don’t know what’s actually mine to carry anymore.”
No two Alchemy Experiences are the same,
because your body doesn’t follow a script.
When you’re ready
You don’t need to figure it out before you come.
That’s literally what we’re here to look at.
The Alchemy Experience90 minutes · Virtual · $160